Sometimes, I feel somewhat down and jealous. I think of O.J. Simpson (as a formerly admirable and a supposedly great character as a black male in his past but now a guy "who could have escaped his crimes") pessimistically, but then I come to terms with it quickly and return to myself quickly in order to live a healthy life wherever I am. After having said that truth deeply and personallly, I am about to begin this article. Anyone who hasn't experienced even among us downright negative bumps and slams on the road they have to get over from scratch sometimes. It's an aspect of life and existence, obviously. However, those awful Gemstagram pessimistic lemons must be transformed into a positive and optimistic lemonade even for those who have every obstacle in their way and nothing going for them positively (yet). We have got to be honest with ourselves for starters That's what I mean by "the bone marrow and the ground up" in my name. No matter how difficult it may be to admit our weaknesses, pessimism and destructive tendencies. They must be acknowledged in order to genuinely solve these Trending News issues and to build confidence and confidence in us. Rationally, to be present fully to us, we have to be aware and honest about our weaknesses andvirtues fully. Without those admissions, we're searching in the darkness to find our light genuinely. If you switch on the light in your living room Do you notice anything continuously? Do not hesitate, look carefully and take a great or fantastic look at yourself. If you do not panic, go insane or get weird, those are the first steps towards a genuine honest, unremitting strength and optimism. Falsely believing that you will "make it" isn't a factor either. Sometimes, it is being a totally, healthy and genuine person with an open heart that makes one the definition of a superhero. If you know what I'm talking about. Everyone loves the feeling of winning, but so many don't like the idea of having to pay for it this way. It is a process, and it's a wonderful process that develops character and even hurts sometimes. But, for those who genuinely adhere to it, it's worth it in every way that counts. Ah, the joys and pains of optimism when it's real. Phony optimism is shutting your eyes, frightened to move ahead, and hoping that things do not go down the wrong way, or fail to go as planned, even if you actually win you claim the glory but if things go wrong, you quit and shift blame , just like Sean McVay the Los Angeles Rams football coach seems to do on local news programs from Los Angeles, California when they lose a major game and give all credit when they win the same important games. I am saying own it every failure and triumph and you'll be able to get somewhere truly, however difficult it might seem at times, as it's real growth. It is a fact that is required if you're on a path to genuine growth, without making up stories, or showing fear. Anything else will miss the issue and missing the point. They say that the price for failing to meet the standard is death. But the price of making it is real existence and living fully without avoidance this is it. Everything is a choice, really. The name I use is Joshua Clayton, I am a freelance writer based within Inglewood, California. I also write under several pen-names and aliases, but Joshua Clayton is my real name and I write by that mostly now. I am a philosophical writer and objective thinker and honest action taker. I also work in a senior facility situated in Gardena, California as my day job, in addition to other things, but primarily I am a writer.